MErry Christmas

Well... today was okay. Not to be negative but I've never really liked Christmas. My brother woke me up by flinging a stuffed screaming monkey at me. I went downstairs to open presents then cleaned the house. Family came over and we had dinner. They left and I started drinking by myself but I am perfectly okay and far from drunk. I need to go outside. I'm sad and alone and I wish my friends didn't live so far away!! Another family party tomorrow... can't wait to go to work on Monday, I feel so anti-social. A year ago today I flew to Switzerland, I wish I could go back. At least I'm not crying anymore! I hate being alone. A blizzard is supposedly coming tomorrow -- I wanna build a snowman! My favorite composer is coming to Boston in February, too -- see, things to be happy about!! :D

me and my new outfit and my drink and antlers that I found!